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[homo_pink]

not dead. just went away for a bit to bury myself under a pile of avoidance. somewhat effective. all finished responding to messages now, i think. if i've missed yours, please do point it out to me so that i can reply in a more timely manner. and so many many thanks for the love and concern from those who've tried poking me ♥

(BB explanation, for

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[homo_pink]

indeed, indeed. thanks ♥ (i finally got around to your show rec. i watched FDTD last week in one sitting. very similar to the movie, but very different too. i liked it a lot, actually. thanks for that. very incesty, and more incest = more happiness!)

[homo_pink]

if you know of any, i could very much do with a geckocest fic rec or two ♥ all i need is a finger pointed in the right direction

[cassiopeia7]

Welcome back, bb. SO glad you're all right! *hugs* I look forward to reading your fic.

[homo_pink]

♥ ♥ it was your message that got me up off my butt and back into action. the final nudge. thanks so much for being so sweet ♥

[laurathelurker]

I was wondering what was going on with your BB and was thinking about PMing you sometime this week because curiosity can be a bitch but I didn't want to be a bother. And I am sure you were being too hard on yourself and it was as wonderful as all your other stuff. But I also understand that writing should make you happy and be an outlet you enjoy so if it is causing anxiety I do not blame you at all for needing to take a step back. I will definitely look forward to reading it when you deem it post worthy and I am also sure I will love it as much as all your other stuff.

[homo_pink]

you'd never be a bother, promise. you're always so kind to me. and that's it exactly, what you said. i felt so much stress over the thing and it just didn't feel right, when it was supposed to be fun and lighthearted. i really worked myself over, but i'm coming around again. thank you so much ♥ ♥ ♥

[meesasometimes]

((HHUGS))

I'm sorry you were in such a funk. These challanges are hard. I did art for BB for the first time, and trust me, I am a big pile of angst, and is it good enough, and will anyone like it, and is it too different and weird? We all love and support you no matter♥

just glad to see you again! and thanks for the rec, I'm making my way thru all her stuff now:)

[homo_pink]

ohh that reminds me, i need to comment on your post. i saw your art and just about swooned. it was so gorgeous and unique, really finely crafted. i loved every piece of it.

oh, have you read this one? i just adored it. i had that tingly 'this is so wrong, this is so wrong, i love it' feeling the whole time i read.

♥ ♥ thanks for your wonderfully kind words

[timian]

I'm going to sound like an asshole, but knowledge of your writerly self doubt makes me feel SO MUCH BETTER. I mean, it sucks! For you. But if you, whose writing is so ridiculous amazing (-ly suffixes are for wimps), can feel such uncertainty re its value, I feel like maybe my own is possibly better than the dogshit grade I tend to give it. Right? Whatever. You're amazing.

I'm looking forward to reading what you've written, in whatever form on whatever timetable. Art (I just used the word with a capital A, ohmygod) really is lightning in a bottle, and there's no shame if your lightning, this one time, didn't zap on command. At any rate, feel better. :)

[homo_pink]

ha. oh my goodness, i laughed ridiculously hard just now. you always say the funniest things, even when you're being completely serious. i love that. and despite my super late reply to your email, you've got to know how much i loved that story. you certainly must finish it and post it at once. you are incredibly talented, i assure you

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