Then I wouldn't feel so depressed.

He ran away, never told me how he felt, confided in my sister, but always pushed me to talk about my feelings.

I wish he would just dump me and get it over with so I know where we (he, me) stand.

I don't want to be holding on to nothing.
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You better run for the hills before they burn
Listen to the sound of the world
But watch it turn
I just want to show you what I know
And catch you when the current lets you go

Or should I get along with myself
I never did get along with everybody else
I've been trying hard to do whats right
But you know I could stay here all night
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I found a really old piece of poetry I wrote while cleaning my room. I didn't remember when or why I wrote it. The poem was full of dark undertones, maybe I was making it stylized, or maybe I was going through truly depressed times. Was I ever really depressed? I'm sure I was a time in highschool, because of all the pressures. I get sad every now ( Read more... )

HALLOWEEN! DUN DUN DUN!
Ghosties and Goblins come out to play.
A vampire might test your neck.
Zombie man moans around.
Werewolfs howl, tracking man.

MHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!
BLOODY TEXT, red, crimson LIKE BLOOD!

Just because they say "that's the way it is", doesn't mean we have to accept it.
I think that just makes it an excuse for not trying hard enough.

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Hookah ( Read more... )

Gasping horridly, desparate for your embrace ( Read more... )

And all your friends.
SHut the fuck up, you are a asshole.
Prick, whore. DIE OF A.I.D.S
Im tired of your shit.
SHove a fucking stick up your anus.
Wanna pretend everything is ok, go ahead, you ignorant, blind, son of a bitch.
Friends stay together forever, lets be highschool forever.
GO FUCK YOUR SELF!

I arrived late Thursday night back to Washignton. Everything seemed great, I was going to see my precious Princess cat, and Derek, and finally be home. All I could think about when I wasn't on rides was home. It's my second day back, and it has done nothing but rain.
I want to go back to California.