hmm, well lately I've had alot on my mind.  for once I am going to attept to write it all out.

alright, well this whole school situation. everyday in the hall walking past people who hate me, I can't handle much of that. fuuny this is, I have done nothing for them to hate me. if I could I would go to mohon in a heartbeat. fuck schalmont. everyone in ( Read more... )

IN FOUR DAYS, I WILL NEVER LOOK BACK AT THIS JOURNAL AGAIN. 
MY NEW NAME IS PUNCAKEx3.

ADD ME IF YOU WISH, IF NOT ALL WELL I COULD CARE LESS.

Pun-Cake out.

I AM MAKING A NEW LIVEJOURNAL, DESPOTE HOW MANY UPDATES I HAVE.

I want a new beggening, beucause the decesions I have made have for ever more changed my life. This Jourlan reflects me right? This is not who I am, this is as far as I'm considered a lie. I will be posting my new usernam, once I follow through on this plan.

PUNCAKE

Okay, so I spent sometime going through my photobuckets and I found these. Some are old, and some are new. So you can laugh at how weird I look in some of these. I will make a whoel new update with a picture of me from 4 years ago....I don't know if I'm gunna do it though.<3

Today I am going down to schenectady to hang out with Moregy Orgy and ( Read more... )

Ok, well I'm at Jen's daddies house. We are listening to Bayside, while we kinda get ready for the mall a little earlier then ever. Lol. Well today we finished watching Passion Of the Christ, that movie can tourment a childs mind if they saw it at the age of about five years. But yeah, I never thought I would want to belive in God again. I'm not ( Read more... )

 Ok, well it's been a week sence I've updated. Last weekend I hung out with Morgan on saturday. It was the best day in a long long time. Monday was pretty much hell though. Beises it being Monday, and me having to go back to school Chris says he wants a break. Not a break up but a break. I don't understand it, he won't even talk to me. When I have ( Read more... )

MY LIFE PLAN:
1)Continue to date chris, and be BFF;s with x3PRG and ASS G.
2)Move out at 17.
3)That year drop out.
4)Do whatever for a year.
5)Go back to school the following yeah.
6)Graduate.
7)Dissappear from everyone besides x3PRG, ASS G, Chris and other BFF's.
8)Contine hating the world.
9)Commit suicide at 66.

THE END.

I love you chris.

 Today wasn't that bad for having school. Chris called me as lunch was ending which was a little depressing but spanish went by faster then usual and I have a C+ in that class which is good. Anyway, I just updated to tell everyone school didn't suck today. =] Also I talked to Chris(Hood) today, and he is a very sweet and caring human being who ( Read more... )

Ok well It's been five day's sence I've updated. I'm sure not many of you care considering I can only think of about one person who reads this, and I'm not even sure if he does. But anyway, School was school and that's about it. Alot of drama and tension. I don't really care to talk about school except I need to work on my science grade. It's a 52 ( Read more... )

LIST OF PEOPLE I HAVE LOST:
-Marsa
-Ish
-Kara
-Davegunn.

It may not seem like a long list, but they are my friends. They seem to be losing hope in me. All except Dave, he is the only one who actually still talks to me. All in all, yes I smoke. No i don't regret it. Yes I will keep doing it. No i don't care about what it's doing to me. Yes, I know I ( Read more... )