i went to a party up in the woods with ashleigh. the first time we missed it and were in paradise for awhile. it was dark and rainy and we thought we were going to die. it turned out really fun and there were a good amount of people i like there ( Read more... )

tonight i played a piano in some old run down taped off house with a friend.

lately i've been thinking that my life is more epic than the movies. i'm quite enjoying it.

today my english teacher told me i always have a 'vulpine look' about me.

also, my history teacher is obbessed with the idea that the painting by tanguy called 'through the birds, through the fire, but not through the glass' is me, summed up in a painting.

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i keep thinking about what i want out of life and all that. and i keep imagining it like a big 3 dimensional grid of somesort and everyone is running around like pacman stuck on the same little paths and they cant grasp the concept that there is more to living. that this is their only oppertunity to enjoy things and be passionate and persue what ( Read more... )

i've been talking to my mum about the idea of me doing an exchange program of sorts to get out of america. if this were to happen it would be to someplace in europe and next year, prefurrably.

i would very much like a synthesizer for christmas, santa. very much.

on another note, if i were ever to randomly decide to paint something with water colors on a somewhat downer of a tuesday, it would look extremely ugly and perhaps something like this


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i couldn't sleep last night and i've had a very rough day.

jett came over today. i played tambourine while he sang and played guitar. he also sang along to what i played on piano.
it was the most musical fun i've had in a long time.

i gave him a note asking if he would be my boyfriend.
he checked the 'yes' box.