Yesterday was a really bad day.
My Mom and I discussed me checking into the state hospital or going to stay with my grandpa in bend.
I'm going to stop posting for awhile becuase everthing i write is sad and small and meaningless.

I found my phone and returned all my phone calls ( Read more... )

Yesterday I went to the Zoo with my parents and my cousin ( Read more... )

So I havn't updated for a while. I've realized alot of things about myself. All of my problems, the control issues, the anger, irational fears, the dark days, they are all symptoms of my manic depression. Yes, I'm bi-polar.

I can't believe I'm writing this for the whole world to read, but I've hidden my problems long enough.  And I told one friend ( Read more... )

Update on my life...

1) I won for most outstanding programming at the daycare center! yes! do even know how awesome thats going to look on my grad school resume? weeeeeeeeee!

2) Last night i went to Bright Eyes/ The Faint show. It was so awesome. first of all, i cant even explain how good          The Faint is live. they are like, hot sexy ( Read more... )

superstripper (superstripper) wrote,

Here ya go!

1. If you could have any super power, what would it be?  I wish i could think of something i need to do, like homework, and it would be done- and the knowledge would automatically be in my head. Or laundry-done! dishes- done!

2. You created a unique new beverage...what do you call it?  "Vodka ( Read more... )

So, didn't get alot done this weekend like i planned to. i slept a whole bunch. watched meet the barkers. (love that show.) On Sunday Heather and I got all sex in the city'd up and went out. (I was Carrie, She was Samantha)I wore my super hot shoes and tripped all over my self. the hot pink ones that fade into white with the cool strappy thing, 5- ( Read more... )

I'm so tired all the time. I dont know what's wrong with me. i can sleep for days if i let myself. My schoolwork is going pretty well- last quarter was so bad, i cant let that happen again. I'm still looking for a counselour becuase the one i thought i found isn't covered by our insurance. I keep alot of lights and fresh flowers in my room and that ( Read more... )

Things Past: Friday (Shannon's 21rst b-day): Free rock show at Berbati's: Talkdemonic, Point juncture, wet confetti./ I really dont wish to elaborate on this night. enough said. Saturday: Slept. all day. i'm not exagerating. deep REM sleep. my body really needed it. i got up at 8 pm to watch a movie then went back to sleep.  Sunday- I saw a crazy ( Read more... )

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