So numb...killing time the days are going by slowly somewhat...its really over.

Kill me please...im trying to hide the pain or let it subside, but its hard to let something go when you dont have closure, i wish you could at least realize to take one moment to have closure, im sure ur not that busy to give me a call. i really care about you, and it sucks that you know ur killing me inside and yet you dont wanna try to make it ( Read more... )

Been a rough couple of days lately...it feels weird now. I told her to just stop worry about me and to worry about all the things going on in her life. I didn't think it would be so hard when it was actually happening. I guess i want the best for her no matter how hard it hurts. It feels like its so easy for her to distance herself from me but im ( Read more... )

i havent written in here in forever...so much has changed. Basically im not really intending to spill my whole story out here because id like to spare some details...Long story short, i think i hit a point in my life where i just dont know how to function normally anymore. Everything is going wrong, not just for me as well. I really dont know how ( Read more... )

=(....God damnit, Nena i really need you. I don't have anyone else to turn to. this sucks, ARGGG...the days are getting slower...

Im tired...not sleepy tired...2 weeks left...make the weeks go by faster please =(. I miss you Nena

-Jasper

We live to forget, but we must not forget to live.
I keep you in my heart, to stay.
A permanent memory.
I keep it inside, for noone to see.
Thought about it many times, and thought it through.
I've lived to forget, but i forgot that living isnt living, unless its with you.

~J

Time to start all over again.

-_-

Well...i know not many people read this...and i really need an outlet to let all my thoughts out on ( Read more... )