yeah jess idk for sure if i am but i might, depends on the fuckin bills down here. but i AM comining up for christmas!!!! like the 27th or 28th for a week. so you better NOT be working so you can see me. i can't wait. Anyways.......hangin out wit my friend dave so imma go. love you all LOTS!!!! XOXOXOXOX *MUAH* <~~~~~~thats for you Pinky*.

hey all. just sittin in indiana still. leavin tomarrow at like 4 in da mornin. agh! atleast i get to sleep for 18 hours. lol. jess why haven't you checked your journal. you check it every day except when i acually update mine you don't check it. oh well. i got a surprise for you but your not gettin it or knowin about it till you call me!!!!! you ( Read more... )

hey guys, sorry its been awhile. i'm sorry for freakin out and all. by the way you can reach me at 518-312-2989 (which is my sis's celly) or you can call me on mine 386-235-1760 but its not turned on at the moment. but anyways. i miss all you guys to so much. Dominck is comin to see me in august. i might as well fuckin ride back up with him and ( Read more... )

what the fuck!!! this whole time i've been down here nobody has even called me once, i'm always callin everyone else. and plus.....this b-day sucked!! i did not get one damn present from nobody... not even fuckin family members. i feel so unloved. i miss everyone up there, especially jess. but the way i see it right now, obviously she doesn't miss ( Read more... )

omg i haven't written in here in so long. OMG i miss everyone so much! especially jess. i miss my siamese twin. i swear we were seperated at birth. hehe. and brit and dave and dom and everyone else that i hang out with i miss so fuckin much!! i'm not in florida anymore since last week, now i'm in the fuckin adirondacks (where its so fuckin cold) ( Read more... )

sorry i forgot to put the mood and shit in, so here it is.....

thanks girls. i love you to. and don't worry about keeping in touch, we will be talking everyday. i am leaving the friday after finals, in 2 weeks. this fucking sux! i fuckin hate her so fucking much! well i'm never moving back in with her and i am staying with my father and he will let me come up and stuff, way more than my mom would. and plus i ( Read more... )

OMG i can't deal with my mom anymore, it pisses me off so much. and why is my mom the only one like this? none of my friends moms are like my mom, which pisses me off even more. she said its because she cares.....yeah fuckin right, she is trying to ruin my life! especially since she decided to move to florida in august. i will NEVER forgive her for ( Read more... )

today is going okay, i guess. i have to work today from 4-8:30. man brit i can't beleieve that shit about yesterday, thats fucked up. but also funny in a way at the same time, you know? why aren't you in school today? or are you coming later? hmmmm. I got my prom pictures back and they are okay, i guess. i went to go smile but he took the picture ( Read more... )

i just love how your so-called friends talk about you behind your back. and what they say isn't even true! well for their information......no, me and dom didn't break up! i was fucking sick and he didn't come to school until 9 cause he was late! and how do i play "my childish games" when i was sick?!? damn! i fucking love this town.......NOT! ( Read more... )