I realized I've had this journal for a while and it holds the key to many hidden memories in my heart.  Journals in general have helped document my life and how things were.  It's been a while since I've written.  I need a break from my life right now.  I need time to just reflect ( Read more... )

 She looks up at the sky and is hopeful for the first time in a while ( Read more... )

The Hudson River at night is one of the most eerie phenomena I can think of ( Read more... )

today I lost you.  And it feels like there is a hole in me.  I feel empty and sad.  
Of course none of my support is there.  I feel like people I used to trust have just gone away.

I never could have imagined that life could be so empty at times.  Like now,  I am alone.  This entire thing seems pointless.  I lost many friends, I lost myself, I lost ( Read more... )

I love you
always

"this is when we finally learn the real meaning of change, you do the things you used to be against, you become strangers to people you used to love, you learn what its like to have your heart broken, to lose a friend that truly meant something to you, but to you it feels like your falling apart, maybe your finally just growing up."

----> fuckedup < ( Read more... )

I got the Mercedes Matter Scholarship for Painting!!!!!!!!!!!!!
You know, as much as people are like oh you're gonna get it, it still shocked the hell out of me to actually GET it.
I mean you're competing with how many students...SO MUCH OLDER than me, and the faculty chose little me.
Its kind of like that feeling when you know you're decent at ( Read more... )

you fucking bastard I can't believe that happened ( Read more... )

I was stained, with a role, in a day not my own ( Read more... )

So here you are now nowhere to turn ( Read more... )