lots and lots of new and surprising things since i have last made an entry in livejournal ( Read more... )

definatly definatly definatly
don't want to be a rock star when i grow up.
or not even now for that matter.

today i went to church for the first time in a very, very long time. years. since before i had matty.
it was amazing. wow. i totally cried. which was embarrassing but what ever. wow.
it was good.

i have a new favourite hobby. looking at the gogol bordello website. www.gogolbordello.com i really like watching the videos.
lookout. start wearing purple!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

on the night of my twenty-seventh birthday, me, ben, and little matty love were in a car crash. we are all okay. i was sore and tense, but i am much better now. ben was in some pain. it really hurt his back and head and neck. and knees. and matty is just fine. thank god! my little baby was in the back seat and that's where we got hit was from ( Read more... )

today is my birthday! i am twenty-seven. i feel special.

i just need to say i'm tired and frustrated. it is difficult to be pulled at so much after a very interrupted night's sleep and not feeling well. it is hard for me to not feel completly annoyed when there are so many demands and i mean demands that need to be answered when all i want to do is fucking run for it, find a nice quiet dark warm spot, ( Read more... )

this is crazy, but in order to ensure that i will not become pregnant again, i've paid some woman to insert a piece of plastic in my womb. crazy, i know. but it IS crazy the things women do to go on having sex without making ten kids in the process. it's just an iud, a really high-tech one. it's only been used in this country for about 5 years now ( Read more... )

i am really enjoying this rain. it is so smooth and clean and calm and refreshing. everything is green and smells nice. it feels like everything is slow and taken down a notch. i like it ( Read more... )

today is seth's birthday. me and matty went to oakland to visit him and anntropolis. we followed george and sharon and it was very very nice to see all of them. seth was happy and i am glad. i love seth and annie. they are the best ( Read more... )