I have said some things in the past that I shouldnt have and I have done some things I shouldnt have and you know what I admit I did them and I accept it. People make mistakes, the key is to learn from your mistakes and move past. Some people choose to continue to make mistakes, and some people continue to shove others mistakes in their face. Some ( Read more... )

I hurt so frickin bad, I have been running myself ragged the past couple of days, trying to get things done before i get too busy, but i am supposed to be resting....my body doesnt like it. It hurts. and I wish I had help. and my kids arent helping, and a million other things keep coming up. I JUST CANT DO ALL THIS SHIT ANYMORE!!!!! I need help and ( Read more... )

So much to say but I think we will keep it short. Feeling really run down right now. Tired, stressed, just plain down. Dealing with so much crap, lawsuit, medicaid, and shit i didnt ask to be involved in. I am not the mom i want to be, I am not the wife I want to be, I am not the friend, sister or daughter I want to be I am not the person I want to ( Read more... )

So many things going on right now but im on lunch break and on my phone so they will have to wait till I get home lol

My head is killing me!!!! I am so happy I am finally going to the doctor tomorrow so hopefully I can get some relief! My work schedule changes this week to Tuesday, Wednesday and Friday so I have to remember to go in on Tuesday instead of Thursday! Sent in my Ferris Application, I really hope I get into my program this year! I want to get done with ( Read more... )

Got Girl Scout cookies for sale if anyone wants any! If anyone even reads this lol. Happy to be talking to an old friend again. Feels good, miss the old days sometimes I wish i could just hit a rewind button. Why do some things in life have to get so complicated? Lovin my new job, feels so good to have a big girl job now :) Better get off here for ( Read more... )

It has been a year now, seems like yesterday. Today is just as hard as a year ago today. Why did this ever happen. Why when I got that bad feeling Up North when I noticed he was so tired did I not push it farther, maybe he could have had more time. I can;t believe he won't see my kids grow, he won't see us graduate, he won't be at my brothers ( Read more... )

What's the take on mediums? I was watching the show Long Island medium and josh of course had to chime in with his 2 cents about how they are full of shit. But how could they possibly know such intimate little details? Even if they are fake I think they still make people feel good but he says yeah on false pretenses but you know I know if I were to ( Read more... )

He hasn't come to visit me yet, I am starting to loose faith. I have been thinking a lot about death the past couple of days. Really pretty depressed. Just learned today that Joe Kelley died. So sad. He was a really nice guy, worked with him at Circuit City. I remember him always talking about his children and sharing pictures of them. Those poor ( Read more... )

Sitting here in a strange mood today. Maybe I am tired from this weekend still but I am feeling kind of down. I have fallen behind on my school work and I am disappointed in myself. I haven't been keeping up on my medication either I am a mess. My house is a mess. Father's day is coming up. I just want to feel better, to be happy, to function like ( Read more... )