So it has been an eventful week. Monday was Josh's 24th birthday! Happy Birthday baby! Then Tuesday night I was just laying in bed when all of a sudden I felt really sick, so I went up to the bathroom and got sick and then i started to itch all over then I got all red and swollen so i started freaking out and went into the ER. While i was there ( Read more... )

my camera is lost i am so sad.....

i am depressed. we are very low on money right now and josh is out looking for another job. he got told he would be hired somewhere on saturday and he is already looking for a second job. i on the other hand just started a new job and i like it i just feel like i need something more. why does it take so damn long to go to school? i wish i was just ( Read more... )

Well it looks like we are having another girl. The ultrasound tech says shes pretty sure. We go back in 4 weeks maybe it will grow something by then lol. It's going to be hell deciding on a name!

Im pregnant for those of you who don't know. Think I'm due in January....

MADISON LIN ZEMKE

MAY 31st, 1996 - January 23rd, 2008


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My house feels so empty without him....he came and took his things yesterday, now he lives in Manistee. I am so alone, so depressed. I started taking my zoloft again, and I have an appointment with a counsler this week but I feel as if i'm going down the drain. I am trying to be strong I am trying to hold on. He was my world. I have been with him ( Read more... )

I hate life. It feels like I am standing in a field with rocks being pelted at me. My husband left me for his skanky ass ex who does drugs, why? I was so happy we just had a baby and now im ripped to shreads. I fucking hate life. Then when i didnt think anything could get worse some lady rear ended me and then tried to blame it on me the cop said ( Read more... )

So things seem to be going better in my life, Me and Josh are doing better, he finally got hired at Howmet Monday! yay! money and benefits thank god, and about 10 minutes after i got off the phone with him i got a call for an interview on friday at pioneer resources so im looking forward to that. hopefully now we can have some money to spend and ( Read more... )

yup life still sucks and its getting worse, my marriage is right on the edge, thats all i care to say for now, and now i think i have another kidney stone its killing me!!!! and i have to pee every 2 seconds!!!! grrr.... i hate life, i came home tonight and my power was out, it just came back up thank god, Kiryn is scared of the dark and its hard ( Read more... )