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shiit never mind about my last entry about not feeling like that...

I should be,

but i'm not,

I should tell,

But i wont,

I could cry,

but im heartless,

I could scream,

but im fearless,

I could love,

but im empty,

I could laugh,

but im bitter,

id stand up,

but im too weak,

My mind plays games on me,

just let me be,

my state of mind,

why are you so kind?

search through my head,

tell me what you find,

my thoughts are ( Read more... )

♥ Well things have been going pretty good at school. I cant wait for winter!!! I love the cold!!!!!

♥ I need to start looking for a job!!!! I need money...!!!!!!! Specially when i start driving, with the gas prices this high, it's bull SHIIIIII!!!!!!!!!!

♥  ♥  ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥   PICTURES OF THE WEEK ♥  ♥  ♥  ♥  ♥  ♥ ♥


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Hello everyone. 2nd day of school and i already dont want to go. How fucken sad! Hopefully this year goes by fast. Already this year has started off bad...i really dont know what to do about any of it.... eh well///// My scheduale sucks. lol. oh well ...my birthday is tomorrow. It doesnt even feel like it. I have to make up a drivers ed class on my ( Read more... )

I've never felt this way before.

It's kinda scary.

But im so happy with him!!!!!!!!

Oh and eli, dont worry about the getting along part,

i think we are actually all doing better, like last night,

everyone was getting along!!!! can you believe that???

it was cool.

Well guys, im off to Ruidoso.

OH HAPPY BIRTHDAY SARA ( Read more... )

FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

schools starting so soon!!!!!!!!

lol im finally going to turn 16 august 10th

this is the first time im ever going to have my birthday at school

this sucks balls!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

my scheduale's all fucked up!!!!!!!!!!

well i have pictures .

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hmmm. well im so happy.

i've been happier than ever latley.

but sometimes i feel that im just in the way

but i dont know.

i got a heat stroke lol

sucks ass

i cant go swimming till after this weekened

that sucks even more lol

theres been a couple problems

with some people involving trust

but i really dont want to believe

that he would do somehting ( Read more... )

WOOOOOOOOOOOOO THE DOOBIE BROTHERS WERE AWESOME!!!!!!!!!!!! i got front fuckin row. i caught a drum stick and i got to take a picture with SIMON that crazy fucker who runs around at every rock concert flipping everyone off! lol (personal friend of my dads) and took some awesome pics of the doobie brothers with stacy's camera. if i ever get them in ( Read more... )