so much to say but I don't know how, I guess the best way to describe my life is through song ( Read more... )

I'm listening to that song on repeat again. I only do that when I'm upset- the song is like it is my own words. I'm on the verge of crying and I don't know why ( Read more... )

but for once in a long while... i feel genuinely happy.

i met someone :)

Here it is again, that day i hate more than any other day of the year. Already I have filled my heart with disgust and it's not even ten o'clock a.m ( Read more... )

So the other day i went out to the paddock to catch up the boys and bring them in for dinner and Neo was sleeping out in the pasture. It was so unbelievably cute- i wish i had my camera with me- but he had his head totally stretched out in front of him and had his little hooves curled up underneath him. So i went out there and he just layed and i ( Read more... )

I am getting to a stage in my life where i am looking for security, but i don't know if i even really want it that much. You see, everytime I try to have a relationship, I once again make a horrible judge of character and end up choosing mr. wrong over and over again. And then when i fall for a guy that i really think is different he doesn't want ( Read more... )

Ack! Life is carazay!I have my last final today- so horray for winter break! This whole college thing is pretty much not what i expected, but oh well i guess ( Read more... )

Its been 4 days since i have broken up with Ronnie. I hurt so much, but it was only for the best. He has such a problem with Drugs I can't even believe it. Sure it's mainly weed, but I couldn't take it anymore. Ryan and his girlfriend broke up on the same day. Ryan and I have beenn hanging out and talking a lot. It's helped a lot. He makes me ( Read more... )

ha ha so i got it to upload FINALLY!! Do not worry, more to come...
This is a musical montage of me and Neo!

X posted like none other

Life. Wow. If you had asked me six months ago where i thought i would end up, i would have probably answered in a ditch on the side of the road. I was rereading my journal, and I can't even believe how much i went through this past year or so. And I guess I never really thanked all the people who have helped shape and mold me into the person I am ( Read more... )