I know I could of updated long by now but I was avoiding updating this time instead of just simply forgetting or whatever like I normally do.

Why? Well cause the same thing as just been on my mind the whole time. I wish I could just simply forget or just move on but I can not. It is on my mind daily doesn't matter where I am, It's even on my mind ( Read more... )

Yo, if you read any of the previous entries then this update is for you.

On Monday I was broken up with, still wanted to be friends with the woman cause I've known her for 8 years. I was still hurting and on Thursday morning I said some things I never should of spoken. They was said from that dark hurting place and not from the real way I feel. ( Read more... )

I said some things in the last entry I shouldn't of. I said them cause I'm confused and hurt. I didn't mean them as something harmful but they came out that way.

I did not want to lose you as a friend either. So please, please talk to me. I really do want you as a friend.  Your an amazing woman. If given the chance to drop everything just to be by ( Read more... )

I know I've been very poor at updating. When I get in the mood I also tend to seem to get busy doing something else, or my mood is changed by something else. X.x ( Read more... )

still basically neglecting to update opps? ^.^;

but yea I am currently just meh.

I know I know, I've been neglecting my journal again Naa ( Read more... )

Hm,.. sooo been neglecting updating ( Read more... )

I want to make an update but I've just not really been in the mood for it so here is this post to say I'm still alive.

So mom came in and was all. I've got good news, medium news and bad news. (Seriously how lame is that? I totally mentally was expecting someone to say that... and come on man what good is any news when it is involving pain? ) So I said, "there is no good news" then she told me that it isn't a hernia. Instead I have a kidney stone.

So yea, bleh on

Hm, totally didn't update last time which I should of ( Read more... )