This is the time when I wanna just be left alone......

[hoochymamma5577]

What did I do wrong??  I wonder.... Maybe I'm just over reacting and jumping to conclusions, but I dunno.... Lastnight was really weird compared to normal. It actually really hurt. I dont even know why I care cuz were not together..... Im just lost... I dunno what he thinks, but I know how I feel and I have alot of feelings for him...... Nobody

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[jujubeans123]

wtf, whats wrong??? Well if you need to talk about it call me ok!!!love ya girl!!!

[hoochymamma5577]

Thanks so much jul..I know I have been shutting people out and Im sorry if it seems like I am shutting you out in a way! I really wanna start hanging out with you and lauren again. Like how it was when it was us 3. I miss that so much! I want you to know that if you ever need me for anything, I will always be here for you. love ya sis-Melanie
ps. And I will tell you about what I mean by all that later when I talk to you... Its not really that big of a deal but it just kinda hit me at the same time...but its all good now

[hoochymamma5577]

Jul~ I talked to Kevin lastnight and he didnt even tell me that you guys were going out again...Then again he was high as a mother fucker...I dunno! I dont want you to be mad that I called him or anything, I just needed someone to talk to right then that was a guy! And Kevins like my brother. I found out he was high and was like I gotta go. I cant talk to him when hes like that!* Especially about what I wanted too. I personally, dont want to see you get hurt at all Jul. I know how it feels to be hurt in the way you were before.. Im here for you ...all you gotta do is call!

[hoochymamma5577]

Im so happy about you & Osbty! thats so cute!!* I know its gonna be hard getting over you know who... I would say more about lastnight, but your gay ass brother is standing right behind me!!lol*

[jaymersun]

so when are you moving out here to washington... i'm looking at 2 bedroom apartments... The one i'm living in now sux, i need something better!!!