***TO YOU***
Look I know you are mad at me right now, but just please read this..and try to understand! I am really sorry! I am. Nothing was ever meant by it. We're just friends. Nothing happened at all. I don't know what I gotta do for you to believe me, but I'm being straight up honest right now! You mean a lot to me and I am really starting to ( Read more... )

I have another LJ now to...   what_am_i_2_u  .... add me if you wanna!* I'll update at both of them so ..yah..I'll update later...MeL*

Why Does things bother me so bad when it comes to him...Why does certain songs come to my mind everytime I think of him..why does he gotta tell me that we're gonna be together again and forever..then fuck w/my head...why do I fall for it? I hope he has  fun w/ Katie .W cuz to me it seems like he's havin loads of it..I don't get why the feelings I ( Read more... )

WEll seeming how yesturday was Mother's Day I hung~out w/my mom for awhile then went to my G~ma's house for breakfast. Then I got home about 1*ish...Then I left and went to the beach w/one of my friends, then went back  to his house for a lil while and chilled. He's awesome as hell!*. It was fun!* I really can't say to much about that right now cuz ( Read more... )

I don't know what to do anymore!...

Friday at skool was OK. 1st hour- Talked to Sam pretty much the whole hour..what's new..Sam we seriously gotta talk cuz I wanna/ needa know what you meant by your dad saying something about me hanging out with older guys or something like that...But Sam thanks for being here for me through anything and everything.. It means bunches to me!* lylas! ( Read more... )

I feel like I am just someone who is just in everyones way. Sometimes, I sit here and just wonder what it would be like if I didnt  wake up the next morning... I always wonder what people would be like if I died.. I really do..Would peoples life be happier? Would people even notice? If they did, would they even care?...I just frikkin just need to ( Read more... )

People need to realize that I'm not doing a lot of the shit that is going around...About Matt: I am going through alot of bullshit in my life right now and I was talking to him in 6th hour monday and tuesday cuz I really needed to talk to someone..thats it..Matt is a good friend of mine and I would never think of him more. I really dont get why ( Read more... )

Ok well First off the whole thing w/ people saying shit about Sam is kinda getting old... If you don't like her just keep  your thoughts to yourself. Sam is an AwEsOmE person and maybe you should just try to get along... I say this cuz I am sick of Sam being pissed or sad all the time..Maybe people should think if someone was to do that to you, how ( Read more... )

Well...What to think...idk....