I aM aBoUt To GiVe Up On EvErYtHiNg...WhY gEt AlL hApPy WhEn My LiFe SuCkS.... I am just so sick of everything..I hate feeling the ways I do about myself... I feel like I cant do anything right and if I try it just gets shoved back in my face..I feel like there's nobody out there that truely cares about me..and if there is I feel like I dont ( Read more... )

I hate it how I fuck up....

Well life is so shitty right now... Lastnight me and my dad got into a fight. I am so sick of him treating me like shit and I just blew up... He was telling me how I don't do anything @ all... and all that bullshit. But yet I cleaned a lot, but ya know nothings ever fuckin good enough for him. He told me he didn't want me in his house anymore so I' ( Read more... )

Lastnight, I didn't do anything cuz my dad is being a fuckin dick...but yeah... All I really did, is talk to people... Well yah I really dunno what to do anymore... I'm really starting to like this certain someone a lot! There for awhile I was scared to, but I can't help it... I have him and someone else coming back in my life lately..and I just am ( Read more... )

Hey,  Right now .... things are like grr...yet happy. I really need to talk to some people about some stuff, but when the time comes I know I will love it cuz, theres so much I needa say...nothing bad...I dont think..lol...
Well yah today was an alright day.... I am @ my dads ...Sitting here cuz my dad needs to fuckin grow up and live a little... He ( Read more... )

How do you feel when we hangout?  When you look at me what do you see? If I was to tell you that I am falling for you, and hard, what would you say?   Do you feel the same way? If I was crying would you hold me tight? Would you do anything you could to put a smile on my face again? Would you be there by my side in hard times?

I dunno...I've been ( Read more... )

After skool I went to Sam's house. We just hung out...lol... Then I left and just haning out with some people. Went to the mall. Ran into some people i really didnt need to right then... Now we are just chillin @ this awesome dudes house.. yeah.. Im confussed kinda right now.... I just dont know what to do..I guess we'll just see what sunday brings ( Read more... )

?¿?When You Look @ Me, What Do You See?¿?

*~! I'm just sitting here waiting for my food..lol.! Uhh.. I'm so happy right now you dont even know !~*

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Hmm... I am actually happy! Just actually hearing his voice last night made me smile! *Smile* It was nice..Well I am @ my daddys house unfortunately! I dont really wanna be here cuz I'm supposed to be "grounded" ,  but ya know.. Well I cant wait until Caden's birthday party! I cant wait to see who shows up..Hopefully a person I haven't saw in ( Read more... )