I live in North Carolina now. Weird. I miss California.

I dont even remember when the last time was that i wrote in this thing. Not that it's a big deal, but I started it for a reason, and now I've just blown it off. I'm not havin such a hot week, but it will all come out okay in the end I think. Who knows, .......... I saw Carrie the other day. That was cool. Haven't seen ya ina while sis. You should ( Read more... )

I walked across an empty land ( Read more... )

I guess I asked for it. I saw it coming, and I asked for it. But now, I don't know what to do about it. A part of me wants to tell him to fuck off, and punch him in the face, and the other wants to hug him and tell him its ok, and that I understand. But I don't understand. It's the copmlete opposite of everything we have based our relationship on. ( Read more... )

Well, I went back to Rite Aid....yup. It's been fun. Same ol shit I went through before....just this time I'm not a key. I feel so repetitive. But it's money in the meantime, while I figure things out. I opened up a bank account, so that's good. I went to Knott's Berry Farm over the weekend. That was fun too. Haven't been there in ages. I'm waiting ( Read more... )

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Im figuring out that growing up sucks,.. and that being in a relationship can be very hard and time consuming. I'm not saying that I regret either one, because i don't. But the stress that I am enduring because of it, sucks ass! I probably sound like a typical whiner..... I have a lot I need to plan for. And for the next 30 years of my life, I won' ( Read more... )

I don't know if I'm ever going to get rid of rite aid. I recieved a call from Elizabeth today on behalf of Mike. He wants me to come back. I guess just to do photo, but I know how that goes. I'll get the same pay I had and I'd be full time. But a part of me is fully regreting telling him yes. I haven't said anything yet, so I'm not in the hole. But ( Read more... )

I started the day out yesterday looking forward to it being relaxing, with the chance to get to hang out with my friends at night. I got to hang out with the gals,... but the day was definately not what I wanted it to be. It is obvious to me now that both my da and lisa no longer love each other. They have public displays of emotion, where it ( Read more... )

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