i hate this lack of happiness i have lately it reminds me of last year which i hated, its funny how miss things about last year, i miss hanging with john and bobby, were all kinda drifting apart a lil bit well not really john and i were still close except we never hang out bc well first off i think him and hannah are the best couple i have ever ( Read more... )

today was an alright day i guess went with my hockey team to joe louis watched a game the parents got smashed it was ok went to the morgan cd release had fun chillen with john and hannah there a great couple and then watched morgan i think there pretty fucking good and had fun with that yeah ok day called the women im happy she loves her job u know ( Read more... )

my life is so interesting to me somehow i cant really descrbie why im so happy bc im not all sure but things have been going great for me its a new year which means a clean slate on this year but the thing is, is just bc it is a new year doesnt mean im going to necessarily make changes in my life that i should bc im not sure maybe im not ready to i ( Read more... )

so today i spent the whole day with adrienne and my mom in the morning we went to this old malt bar in rochestor(my moms treat) with my grandma for lunch then went to the OPC(old persons center) after that adrienne and i came home then went downstairs and "chilled" watching elf funny movie then my mom took us to a movie we were suppose to see the ( Read more... )

today is the day i relized that i am the happiest part of my life in a long time and i know a lot of it is bc of adrienne she gives me a lot of highs that dont involve having to do drugs or anything like that but i also relized something today she is the only person that can make me feel like such shit by probable not even doing it on purpose or if ( Read more... )

I said "I love you" for the first time ever to someone that i wasnt just a friend with or family and that phrase means so much more to me after she said it back. a month or 2 ago i thought i loved her and that feeling has become stronger since then. muah, im in love and have loved her for a long time.

yesterday adrienne spent the night, i took my car into the shop, relaxed the whole day with adrienne, saw 2 movies some movie about flying with jody foster in it and wedding crashers, one of the best days ive had in qwite a long time,

when your gf watches porn with you and then a ninja turtles movie its something special

so this girl told me that she doesnt think i know how much she likes me but my response to that is i dont think you know how much i care about you(and honestly care not one of those been going out for a week i love you things) and this just hasnt happened recently i have cared about you like this for a long long time and you make me happy and i ( Read more... )

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well last night weak and me had one of the most fucked up nights ever. i cant even really explain what happened but ill try. weak and i had gotten shrooms and were going to do them on sunday night. the thing is i didnt want to bc i was tired from work and i wish i would of stayed home. we shroom and to make the story short it was the most fucked up ( Read more... )