I love Nicole!

well, i went to nicoles house last night. it was loads of fun. we started the night out by renting 4 movies. then we returned home and watched one of them. this movie was "it". i dont think nicole liked that movie very much. i have to admit i was very slow and long. after that which was 3 hours after we started it we began the drinking process. it ( Read more... )

does it even matter what happens to us in this life? i mean no matter how hard we try to do the right thing, we always get fucked over in the end. isnt it sad and slightly pitiful, we all think that we have it the worste, but in all actualality we all have it about the same. it just depends how we let it affect us. that is the difference between us ( Read more... )

sundays are the worste. you can hang out, but not for long becasue you have school tomorrow, it is like the last day of a vaction in which you really do not want to do anything because you are dreading going back to school, but at the same time all you want to do is get the hell out of the house........ im just full of complacency. i havent really ( Read more... )

today has been so uneventful that i feel like i am waisting a perfectly good weekend... it is already almost over! this sucks.... at least nicole has a kitten and booze! i have been thinking about it.. and too many good people have died that i have known. i wonder why God takes people and never gives us the reason why... thursday never fails to put ( Read more... )

i have to say that i am tired of people making lame attempts to get sympathy and love for something as simple as ruining peoples lives! well, i shouldnt say ruining, i have to say i am alot better off with out that person. i have great trust worthy friends that have been there for me long before that certain person ever came about. awwww, it feels ( Read more... )

aww well school has obviously started... it isnt soo bad. i dont really see the certain person that should be dead. not thta it bothers me if i do... i look right through them..lol they dont even exist!!!!! anyway.. today was nicoles first day of school, she didnt have such a good day...aww i love her! ryan is getting better everyday! i am trying ( Read more... )

well, i am now back in school...centennial! i do not like it, buti am trying hard to make the best of it. i am ok with all my classes. i have lunch with bryce, its awesome. things have been slowly getting better. my life is turning around and it never fails to surprize me. ryan is doing better too. he is getting help and straightening out! so many ( Read more... )

This is an e mail that is strickly for nicole suzzane ryan. anyway, so nicole, how are you? i hope you are doign well, since i am talking to you right now i see this e mail piontless, but if it really makes you feel better i will continue writting. yesterday was boring as sitting on my ass and watching the grass grow. damn that horrible youth group ( Read more... )

well, to say the least my entire life has changed in the past few days because of one person. i am choosing not to name this person only because if i were them i would feel soo horrible for what i had done i would rather not have anyone know it was me.... this person i loved and trusted more than anyone. i trusted this person with the one thing i ( Read more... )