i am so damn sore. my body is trying to shut down and i will not let it. i am one enlarged knot. i feellike shit. my mom left me and went out of town this morning. she will be gone for like 2 or 3 days. it kinda sux because i am really bored right now. ryan is not up yet, at least he is not answering his phone...nicole is gone to iowa...have a ( Read more... )

it has been a while since i last wrote. many events have been unfolding since summer started. last night nicole ryan and i went to toys r us. i got this little puppy thing. it makes puppy noises and looks at you, and you can put it to sleep by petting it. it is the coolest little thing ever. i named him ceaser. nicole got one too but i do not ( Read more... )

i have been out of school for 3 days now and i am already trying to think of things to keep me busy. ryan had to work today, so we dont get to hang out till later. i decided to go suntan, then decided against it after 15 mins of being out there so now i smell like sunscreen and didnt even get a tan. what a waiste. well, i am so glad it is summer, ( Read more... )

i am finished with school and i even passed my tests. and hoffner gave me a box of dougnuts. whoooo. i wonder what i am going to do when i get home. chances are that when i get home i am going to be bored to tears. i have an hour and 15 mins till i get to leave. mr hoffner wants to go get some food. i am currently on my 4th dougnut. i am getting to ( Read more... )

i have 10 mins left of school today. then a tiny bit left of tomorrow. i finished my test i think i failed. o well. at least school is over. well i am goignto go enjoy myslef for the rest of the 5 mins. ajr pvUHR PVgq[rhVWET....!!!!!!

i am so damn awake! i was about to topple over and die about 2 hours ago. i am so glad that there are only 2 half days left of this bullshit. i have to go to the eye doctor today. i suppose i will have to get another shot. i hate those they really put a damper on my day. because then i have a bulggy eye that hurts like a mother. i shouldnt have ( Read more... )

there is this lttle girl in my class that always comes and gets into my purse. she goes through and uses all my shit. god, i finally told her off a few seconds ago. i feel like a king...not really i think i made her sad, but she pisses me off...sooo we are equal! this weekend was the first that i was ungrounded... it was not glorious, but it was ( Read more... )

There is only 20 minutes left of this class. i only have to be here for like 2 more hours then i get to go home. jordan is taking me home early. e is my hero. i no longer have to go to my 5th hour! so from now on i get to go home at like 12! i get ungrounded tomorrow, then i get to get my hair cut at like 12:45. i am glad. i have to pee. they are ( Read more... )

i feel like i am dead but living in my own skin, and i havent started to decay yet. jordans mom found out more than she should have and now i fear our friendship is in jepordy. thank god it near the end of this year, if it wasnt i do not know if i could make it. ryan came over yesterday and it was great to see him, touch him, kiss him. i missed him ( Read more... )

the library lost it's interesting apeal. i got bored in there after 20 mins. the librarians were being bitches too. so i left.. no one can make me stay there. daniel came to lunch at jordans today. it was odd that he just showed up out of no where. we ate alittle then i pissed him off, so he left. he is getting deathly skinny. it is weird he lost ( Read more... )