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Parks RANCH
The coward decided to be a no show! He had his plus one and I know he was intimidated and decided not to. I saw him Thursday to pick up my things...I'm still missing my table. I can't get over the fact that after being all hyped up about going, he didn't. He blocked me from his FB after reading about Brian ( Read more... ) -
CAVES --- SPELUNKING
I AM PISSED! He has his own hiking club with EPCC yet he decides to join the group especially when I'm the one that has no one to do it with now? REALLY!? We'll see about that. I RSVP'd. I guess I'll go pick up my stuff thursday before I encounter him Saturday. It'll be interesting. I asked Jaymes and Brian to join me. -
Dates
I've been asked on quite a few dates. I'm tired of it. They've been pretty mediocre I can't helping of Demetre afterwards and compare them to him. He set my standards high and why shouldn't I have high standards? Really only one person interests me and it seems like all he's not interested. It seems as like all he wants is a platonic ( Read more... ) -
Rebound?
So I've been talking to this guy... Kyle. No big deal, he seems interested and contacts me. It's nothing special. I'm not interested, I've told him before, but I don't mind talking to him. I've been pouring my feelings out to him. I've been crying in and out and he just seems to comfort me. It's not a biggie, but he's nice. He's taken me out to ( Read more... ) -
NOTHING BUT HEARTBREAK
I have never felt like this before. I don't even know how to begin to explain how I feel. One thing after another, and then another. Okay just as a reminder ... let's go over what happened. After all this is my journal. Finally a chance to spill out my feelings on virtual cyber space ( Read more... ) -
the letter never sent
Deme's words ( Read more... ) -
questions left unanswered
We shared so much together. Five years …why did you actually make it reach the five year mark and not mention a thing? There’s so much more I wish we could have shared. So much for that post apocalyptic dream of yours. Have you even taken time off from your busy schedule to consider our relationship? I’m waiting… I don’t want to, but I can’t ( Read more... ) -
hope ...finally hope!
It's been an odd lazy summer. Nothing but work and it hasn't even been that much work. Urgh, Mom's been on vacation for two weeks now and decided to take an extra week and travel to colorado. out of spite, we should drive her caliber around. BTW, she did happen to get a Caliber. About time she got a new practical vehicle ( Read more... ) -
SLR CAMERA!!!!
Wow, sooo this day was pretty dull. Then Demetre calls and we just do laundry have a normal day. Go around shopping looking for Who Framed Roger Rabbit, and Eyes Wide Shut. It turns out Best Buy had it (my movie)! We'd just finished seeing Full Metal Jacket last night and were fascinated by Kubrick's films. Mhuahaha ( Read more... ) -
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what the hell am i waiting for?