im getting rid of hoolzey.

this was my user name in 8th grade.. i hate it.

my new name is maybe__never

that has two dashes

80s night was a lot of fun ( Read more... )

tonight's agenda:

-work.
-get cara and sarah
-find something to drink
-80s ngiht
-dance my ass off
-drive home
-sleep
-wake up and want to die.

im pretty sure that i have had one of the worst days everi have to go to go to the police station on monday and blaa blaa blaa.. about my step dad.. or else my little sisters will be moving to florida to be destroyed by him. if they have not been already ( Read more... )

she's perfect... in a fucked up way.

this is why..
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im so stressed out.. i just need to take a week vacation away from everything

no work.
no school.
no fake friends
no boyfriends.
no girls.
no family.
nothign.

i just need to sit and my room and sleep for a week and think and get myself organized.

no one else cares about me anymore...

so i guess im going to have to start

well its been a long time.

me and nate are still together.

and i have new hair again....


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everything has changed soo much

i went from being a regular "party girl"

to being little miss girlfriend. and working 2 jobs with going to school..

iunno. i love the whole boyfriend girlfriend thing.

but im soo scared that im loosing my friends..

i miss seeing my friends. but im startin to realize how few i actually have of them anyway..

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