Okay, so for the past couple of hours I just poured my heart out on my myspace blog. I cranked out 5 separate, completely random poems. The only time that I write poetry is when I'm truly inspired. I don't know, lately, I've been spitting that fire. I think Clark was my muse. He lit a fire inside of me with his rejection that hasn't quenched ( Read more... )

Where are you and why are you hiding? Why are you sending decoys? I keep thinking it's you, but it isn't. It's even more depressing when I think it is you and then I'm disappointed when I find out that it ain't you ( Read more... )

Let's start off with a HAPPY BIRTHDAY, MOMMIE!!! Shall we? Well, yes, today was my mom's birthday and I was a total bastard to her. I was productive in my own world and kinda at work, but I a lot of bad news at the mortgage place. First off, I have HORRIBLE credit. WTF??? Why do black folks do that??? Anywho, I'ma get that all straightened ( Read more... )

Brandon lied to me. The day that we became real acquaintances, he lied to me. He asked me if I was seeing someone because of how I was feeling about Clark (he read my blogs). He came to save me. I told him that I wasn't seeing anyone, but that I had a strong, strong crush on Clark. I reciprocated the question and he said no. Well, um, last ( Read more... )

"Make Me Whole ( Read more... )

Well, well, well...it's freakin' official (in my mind, Clark doesn't like me like I like him. My evidence? A poem he wrote on his myspace. I KNOW it's directed at me. (sorry, Tiff. When you know what you know, then you know) Oh well. I always bounce back. The punk could've at least wrote me back. Everyone is SO convinced that he liked me, ( Read more... )

I don't know if my self-esteem is super low right now, but I'm really hurting right now. So, I decided to write something. It has become a habit that I write before going to bed. I guess it helps clear my mind ( Read more... )

Well, I just got back from L.A. Freakin' GREAT TIMES!!! I love Mauc for taking me down there and introducing me to her wonderful friends. Everyone was awesome! Veronica is hilarious, Mauc is hilarious and I'm hilarious, so the combo was sick. We spent most of the time laughing. Toni and Charlee, last name, Wilson are so cute. Mookie is ( Read more... )

Well, today I woke up feeling SO sick and tired, but I survived the day. I had another field trip and I went for a walk with my class. Still SO tired. I need to pack and go to sleep, but I'm AIMing everybody and their mamas ( Read more... )

Odd subject, right? Quick recap of today...it was Mystery Day for our honor roll students and we took them to the Moaning Caverns, somewhere past Stockton. Guess what we did...we went cave rapelling. Okay, for my peoples who don't know what rapelling means, basically, you're climbing down a rock, a mountain, a cliff or a cave by means of a ( Read more... )