Went out to eat for Kena's birthday tonight. wow. 22. she is gettin old. We (Kena, Ebony, and Andrea and myself) all went to Macaroni grill downtown to eat it up. We were all dressed up really hot. I had never been there before. It was an ok resturaunt. Not the best italian food I have had and the lighting was too dark for me. However, it was still ( Read more... )

my new friend Rasheeda, who I met at pcc and is in my gym class this term, invited me to check out her DJ'ing skillz last night at this a bar called h2o. I rolled on over there around 10 pm after work and sat at the bar and had an iced tea that had appearently been through long island at some point. It was way too strong but I still managed to keep ( Read more... )

I just wanna know what is gonna happen at the end of this long journey. The uncertainty twists my stomach into knots and what I imagine causes my heart to stop, and then beat hard and fast, stop agian, consecutively. This might just be the virus residing in my chest for the last few days speaking, but I would love to just go to sleep and wake up in ( Read more... )

Oh Canada. So much fun with Emily. mmm. Watching Silence of the Lambs. Laughing at Christian Erotica until we cried. Way too much Dane Cook. Rocking the shocker at the aquarium. SNAKES ON A MOTHA FUCKIN PLANE. Getting Emily's flask taken away in the middle of the movie. Going to the worst club ever... dancing in the cage to Goldigger and Sexy Back ( Read more... )

I got drunk and danced my ass off at the Fez on Friday. 80s night. It was fun. I danced with a few strangers. I went with Kathy and her friend Aleesa and her date. They are cool people. I was totally feeling it. goodtimes. Must go back soon. Oh yeah. I almost forgot I was up on the stage dancing, too. ha ha ha.

since Ive seen my baby last. I wish I had grabbed Patrick by the collar and pressed my lips tightly against his and gave him the longest kiss ever. But it might have been too akward for him with his mom and brother there. And maybe our lips would have been too hard to unlock that kiss. I forgot to tell him Kyle walked me to my door at 3 am when I ( Read more... )

Crazy ass week. Monday I was a mess. Tuesday I was a lot better, except I stayed up all night working on two presentations that were due Wednesday. Wednesday I gave my presenetations on zero hours of sleep. Then I rode up to Bothel, Washington 4 hours both ways with Patrick's mom and brother to see Patrick one more time before he left to Wisconsin ( Read more... )

I cant really stop from crying acid tears. I want Patrick back so bad. I hate feeling like I have no control. He is gone and I have to deal with it. I need him too much so I have to learn how to depend on myself more. I know this time apart will make us stronger, but it just feels so damn bad. It doesnt feel quite right with him not here. Something ( Read more... )

I have decided to leave my monetary possesions behind and live out this summer at Siskiyou Forest in Southwestern Oregon. I will become one with nature and forget about being civilized. I will dance, fart, play, and kill. I wont have to worry about makeup or shaving my legs. I will most likely shave my head before I go and let it grow out wild and ( Read more... )

I keep slipping into bouts of depression for really no good reason ( Read more... )