I wish I could just sit back and let things roll instead of think and mentally dissect them. I have realized that I think I just care too much about too much, I am literally killing my sanity worrying about things I guess I shouldnt care about and dont have much control over. I give too much and ask too little...

I am too nice and trusting...

Things would be so much better if the comfort wasnt one sided, I see it clearly, there is little I can do to help and I have yet to determine what the consequences will be. Have I over-read, over-analyzed, personally I dont believe you can do either though. There is something I am missing here...and it is wearing away at me...

Life is simply too fucking ironic. You decide you want to do something and, BAM, it hurtles the biggest damn obsticle in your way. All I wanted to do was change for the better...how/why did it have to get so complicated...it was supposed to be easier.

Ann Coulter is a bitch...really though a rude bitch.

God...I will never understand people, I dont know how you can have a good friendship with someone and it may get a little complicated but they just drop you like nothing was ever there. Maybe I push things off to easy or I dont feel the ramifications of the events that occurred between us, I understand they are there but I guess I dont get the ( Read more... )

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Ahhh...if only not for school I would say these days are good. If I get on top of my school work then life will really be shaping up, I mean it hasnt been that bad in quite a while but just in a general sense. Late nights chillin out on the balcony let me look back on the past few days and gaze at their glory and be reminded that it was nothing out ( Read more... )

I can see the sky getting brighter outside my window...this is awesome, the only way I feel tired is that my eyes are hurting from the contacts. I know I will sleep most the rest of the day away which kinda sucks but it was a good night, definitly didnt end up as I thought it would and by that I mean sober, but good times none-the-less. Makes me ( Read more... )

Man there is so much...ah fuck it. So work has gotten better these past days so that is pretty cool, just been chillin out otherwise being confused/bored to hell with some partying and late nights intermixed here and there. A few things out of my grasp/control that need to be brought down soon whether good or bad, screw it. Still need books, still ( Read more... )

Sweet.....