I've been so fucking confused these past few weeks. Half the time I feel like everything is falling apart, especially my relationship. I've cried more in these past few weeks than I have in my lifetime. I don't get it, Mar is confusing me to the extent that I can't even think straight anymore. She sends mixed signals to me anytime I see her. One ( Read more... )

i feel like shit.........and of course, the one time a actually want to just sit with friends and talk, nobody is around whatsoever....

1. Of all the bands/artists in your cd/record collection, which one do you own the most albums by?: Hendrix ( Read more... )

Well, I know it's kind of late ( Read more... )

Ive kinda got an odd mix of emotions right now....Im really depressed, yet really excited, and happy, and bored, and lonely, and thats about it....but its just really wierd..and i think i need to talk to someone, anyone, but i dont think i can; and jsut sit and talk until i feel better.

hmmm....i havent updated in years but...im kinda confused about a lot of stuff right now...but thats a whole different story...Im failing algebra II right now...but its all cool because im getting a tutor, and im acing theory, english, and possibly history?>...and have B's in the rest....Les Mis is...interesting to say the least...even if i am only ( Read more... )

Imagine there's no heaven, it's easy if you try, no hell below us ( Read more... )

yesterday was prettyd fun. after school, me, sarah dunleavy, sarah duncan, amanda, scott, colton, kelly, dj, shae, and some other people...walked up to not just pizza where we saw jess, and then aubrey called because paige was outside of her house to fight her, so jess and shae went and rescued her. then we went to atlantic freeze and the smell in ( Read more... )

excuse the french in the previous entry...i was a bit upset....well, i had a pretty bad day today....but, i wont get into it much other than to say that i dropped my tuba on my head during concert band...ill admit, its kinda funny now that i think back, but at the time, it hurt like hell..............anywho...i dont think im going to need surgery ( Read more... )

i fucking destroyed my elbow tonight pitching, so im done for a few days at minimum...well see if it needs surgery by then. so now, bands gonna be a bitch because i haveto hold that goddam tuba which weighs like a million pounds........kt made a good point sort of in dereks journal...at least hes not stuck sitting at home alone, and has friends ( Read more... )