I feel like such a bad person. With all the hipe with the superbowl XL and planning my little party, I totaly forgot one of the most important dates... Yesterday was the birthday of my brother. hahah right about now my brother the greatest man and my hero would be one year closer to an old fart ( Read more... )

The words to the hardcore songs now have meaning. I understand why the metephors have to be so harsh. Its to get there damn point across. I also learned why i miss my brother so much. All my life i had wanted a brother... to replace mine. i knew that could never happen but heck give it a try. As i sit here now and think to myself There is no ( Read more... )

So i havnt written in my live journal in forever... so i thought i would just leave a little comment... lol ( Read more... )

Only me.... I freaking swear ( Read more... )

Isnt it weird how life works.. i mean how god uses his power for stange things... why does life have to go bad for me and my family so often ( Read more... )

Hey yall

Im having a little party/bonfire for my bday .. its this sat aug 27th @ 7:00 be there be square... any questions call me... every1s invited!!!

Things in my life have been crazy... I met a kid... he was super sweet.. WE had fun and thats what life is was... i dont understand y people dont understand that.. yes it may be your friend.. but if we both want to have fun y would it matter.. Im sooo sorry if i hurt you in any way. but i honestly dont understand y im getting punished for growing ( Read more... )

So once again.. the only alone time i have with both my parents i get the... "Cristy you are a faliure to life"... I swear i never know how to feel...I havnt cried in a long time but this just put me over the edge... I dont try in school i didnt try on the ACT.. .im not going to make it in college... boy my life is awsome... My parents tell me that ( Read more... )

I am soo emotionaly drained ( Read more... )

Bye Biatches...

Im off to maryland... Im sooo scurred!!!