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Update Time
My how the tides have turned in a few short years. So many changes have occured. So much heart break and so much that was necessary ( Read more... ) -
A Taste of Ambrosia
It's a very disconcerting feeling to be shown a glimpse of and given a taste of heaven only to be told "not now." The possibilities of what could be and what should be are forever haunting my mind. Why is it that the things I want and need are almost always out of reach until one day it seems as if I might actually attain my goals only to find out ( Read more... ) -
Sad Sad World
It's an extraordinarily sad state of affairs when you'd rather go to work when you are sick as a dog than stay home and be surrounded by negativity and berating....
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One Day at a Time
Life always happens in strange ways. It seems that no matter what a person tries, one thing or another will happen and cause upset. Many things in my life have improved drastically ( Read more... ) -
Pain and Hope
Pain and Hope
© Heather Gilmore
April 19, 2014
A heart breaking and a hole opening
A soul bleeding and a mind shattering
Love destroyed then rebuilt
Hope taken and then given
Time passes and then slows
Tears are shed and then dry up
Rips are mended and fray again
A life is made and then its gone
Hope, love, faith, and trust,
Compassion and compromise
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Where Do We Go From Here?
My frustration consumes me. I am not sure where to go from here. My mind cannot seem to quiet down enough to begin to process the way I feel. I can’t fight the feelings I am having. They are so strong and out of nowhere. It hurts. It hurts so much that when I think about it I want to cry. To have glimpsed a world that fits me like a glove only to ( Read more... ) -
Wishing Doesn't Always Help
Sometimes I sincerely wish I didn't want the things I want. It never serves any purpose other than to distract me and cause hours of endless contemplation. Especially when what I want is next to impossible. Why I let myself feel this way is beyond me. I know life is not perfect, if it was it would be Heaven and that's not until later for me, but ( Read more... ) -
Feelings and Such
Why must I feel the way I do? Why must my own thoughts and dreams be my kryptonite? There are so many things I wish I could say or do but I am bound by my lack of anonymity. I often wonder why I dream the things that I do? I often wonder how much my dreams influence the way I feel about certain things when I am awake. Reality is one thing. I ( Read more... ) -
So Very Tired
Today is going to be one very long day. As usual I am here at the library at ACC waiting on Public Speaking to start. Maybe it wasn't such a good idea to stay up all night, but I just couldn't put the book down. I got so completely sucked into it before I knew it the clock said 5 AM and I realized that I had to be up at 6 anyways to get to class ( Read more... )