if only i could find beauty in my breakdowns...

[hope_is_dying]

i know. trust me, i know.
i know i'm not model worthy. i know i'm not some gorgeous movie star. but i thought i was something. i thought i was goodlooking. pretty. please, don't get me wrong, i'm not conceited. i'm not trying to sound vain, just rational. but thats all over. it somehow changed.
i always say how much i hated high school. and for the

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[bun___bun]

hmm..
you've just..lived life more.

[findingreason]

+ 3 emo scene points

[hope_is_dying]

ha

[tinky_shine]

Darling,
you are beautiful.
That's from the heart.

[hope_is_dying]

thanks hun :-/

[ducky76]

i think you are so beautiful <33

[sour_stars]

heh i feel that way too... its like what happened to me, in high school i ncouldnt wait to get out, to be done with all that bullshit, but it seems the bullshit kept me happy, the bonds with my friends that were built sitting hating the school and everyone in it
i look through my hs pics, and no matter how much i hated it, i was always smiling
now i dont know who i am what i want where im going, or why im here
and part of me doesnt even care.
i was so much of a better person then...
but anyways just letting you know yr not alone<3
and yr soo pretty!

[hope_is_dying]

thank you. lifes so retarded sometimes. seriously, it should die. haha.