Ther are just somethings in life you are just unsure of like love ( Read more... )

its been forever since i updated my journal ive been so busy and when im not busy im sleeping its been really hard to do things lately do to the fact that everything is so hard to deal with at once and its just making me depressed and even more tired then i usually am well i dont have time to explain it all cause i have to get to class so ill write ( Read more... )

Well its definately been a few days. Ive just been so busy and tired that its been hard for me to write anything at all. A lot has happened in the last few days. I officially hate my job and the people i work with. I cant beleive all th things that they have all done to us. I went from working friday, saturday, and sunday to working monday, ( Read more... )

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Hey i cant say a lot im real busy with all the stuff im trying to do at once but i just wanted to give you the short version of Andys visit. Hes such a great guy and he really loves me. Its so surreal and so unbelievable. I almost think its not real and it is. He treated me so well when he was here and yea he did make it the best birthday ive had ( Read more... )

Hey everybody!!! its been so great having Andy here with me. But ever since he got here i've been missing him. Yea i know what the hell do i mean. Well it's so wonderful to have him here to hold and talk to and just to be with him that i'm already lissing him when he leaves on saturday. I just dont want it to end ya know its so hard. But besides ( Read more... )

I hate snow last night it must have snowed at least 2 inches and when waking up this mornin i found the roads to be horriblw very very horrible. To be honest they were so bad that we drove an hour and a half and only got to Mt.. Clemens so Faith and i decided to turn around and return home cause it was goin to take us another 3 hours just too get ( Read more... )

Well its the fourth day of class and im so tired.......i thought id be used to it by now but no im not. History went well today. Yea i know, history right? Well to be honest i like the class. Professor Sumner teachs very well and im beginning to not hate it as much. lol

Last night i became really frustrated with Matt because when doin Andy a favor ( Read more... )

Its been awhile only because i've been so busy. In the last 2 months i've seeen andy, celebrated christmas, and went to NYC for New Years. Its been very crazy. The whole family thing hasn't become any better but i've learned to deal with it. I 've come to understand that my life is to important to waste it worrying about what my parents are goin to ( Read more... )

Well i've come to the conclusion that i have to get out. yea, just get out. not in the sense of like go to the bar or club but i mean out away from everything. Theres not much that has made me happy lately except for certain things like Jennah amd Andy. Being at home makes me depressed and goin to work when im depressed makes me even more depressed ( Read more... )