thank god for friends.

here's what i'll miss come fall ( Read more... )

somtimes it gets so lonely. and i'm tired of it. it's not that i'm not happy for everyone being together it's just that even when i have all my friends together i can still feel alone. i hate being on this quest to always find someone. everyone tells me to just be patient and the right one will come along, but those who say it have already found ( Read more... )

was it fun? that game we used to play ( Read more... )

just waiting for someone to come along and ask me out...

so i'm driving around last night with my girls sonya and christen and we're all having a good time a stuff until i stop at a red light and look into the truck that's in the lane next to me. so i glance over and whose happens to be in the passenger seat of the black truck beside me? why, it's jason, my ex. how fuckin' great. so we both look over at ( Read more... )

only four more days of school left and i'm trying my best to not skip them all. if i didn't have three chapter tests this week i sure as hell would ( Read more... )

tonight was a fun night with josh, ashley, greg, robbie, and chris. we went to see godsend. that movie was fuckin weird. but it's ok. i got to sit next to chris and that made me happy. he's so adorable. i think i like him. hehe. i feel a stupid giddy feeling coming along...aww well, i don't even know if he feels the same so i guess i'll stop ( Read more... )

feeling alone

i was doing so well. i wasn't thinking about u as much and i was just beginning to heal. then u called. why the hell did u call? i was feeling better because i thought u didn't care and beacuse u didn't, i decided that i shouldn't either. then u had to call and say how u missed me and wanted to see me again. then i realized that u still care and i ( Read more... )