wow. i haven't updated this is a long time so here goes. well u can scratch jason out of that last entry. that's over and i don't wanna think about it anymore. it's just really hard going from being with someone all the time to having noone. it gets pretty lonely. i try to be happy and truthfully, it gets a little better day by day. but there are ( Read more... )

i'm sitting here reflecting on the past month of my life and i'm actually pretty happy with it. i have a boyfriend who i'm totally crazy about and who actually cares about me in return. i've gotten a lot closer to my sister and learned some things about her i never knew before, like she is actually fun to be with. i'm doing pretty well in school. ( Read more... )

today jason and mark came over to my house. then, they went to a club in mobile cause they want to be dj's there and jason called me and told me that he was "falling in love with me" awww. it made me so happy. noone's ever told me that before. he's the sweetest thing i've ever met in my life. he said he couldn't stop thinking about me. all this is ( Read more... )

what an awsome weekend. probably the best one in a while. i met an awesome guy. he's absolutely great. he's cute, funny, caring, and he plays the drums and guitar. oh, and he's old enough to legally by alcohol. lol. that's not y like him though. so anyways, i spent all friday night with him and all saturday night. i laugh so fuckin' much when i'm ( Read more... )

woo-hoo! today is my first day back at dance and i'm so fuckin' excited. i took a "leave of absence" for a couple months because of money issues but now that i have a job i can help pay for classes. this year is my solo year too. i think i'm gonna do it to "open arms" by journey or maybe an elton john song...not sure yet. i also might do a trio ( Read more... )

i wish i wasn't as immature as u claim i am ( Read more... )

last night i watched moulin rouge and it made me wonder what it's like to be that loved by somebody. for all those that have seen the movie, u know what i'm talking about. just listening to they way they spoke to each other and sang to each other made me long to have somone in my life who loved me like i loved them. it almost hurt ( Read more... )

i swear. God has it out for me. this term is sooo friggin' hard. i spend hours a night on homework and have no time for my friends. AAHHHH! so frustrated. i need a cigarette.

i am no longer. BAHAHAHA!!