it was one of those inconceivable moments, where who you were before and who you'll be forever after is marked in time

Interview with the Vampire

In my dreams last night.

I wrote yesterday for like 14 hours. Today I didn't write at all. I couldn't. I will tomorrow. I hope.

Been writing in my other journal, which I've reserved for him. This is one of the first entries I've wanted to write that doesn't have anything to do with him. Yes. I'm coming back. Hi!

When I was young I got compared to Brooke Shields. A lot. I was tall, but not as tall as her, but taller than the average girl. I had long, thick, wavy brown hair ( Read more... )

In all my close friendships words are the bricks I used to build bridges. To know someone I need to hear her and to feel know I need to be heard by her. The process of knowing and loving another person happens, for me, through conversation. I reveal something to help my friend understand me, she responds in a way that assures me she values that ( Read more... )

I'm every woman special by Leanne Morgan -

I am an underachiever, and I haven't done much right, but I'm fun.

I don't think I cried today. The healing is really happening.

Ten was when the world sat me down, told me to be quiet, and pointed toward my cages.

These are the feelings you may express.

This is the version of womanhood you will mimic.

This is the body you must strive for.

These are the things you will believe.

These are the people you may love.

Those are the people you will fear.

This is the kind of life ( Read more... )

M: I think this is a woman who understands. And what she understands, above all, is other people.

W: Why do you say that?

M: Because she avoids them. All it takes to turn any human being into a hermit is a keen sense of smell.

- Inside Man - on Netflix

I've been feeling a soul crushing sadness, lethargy, and apathy, juxtaposed with high panic where I feel my heart race and my muscles spasm and my nerves fire.

This, however, is an improvement. At least I don't have all of that on top of crying jags that leave me breathless. Those have stopped for the most part. They used to happen a dozen times a ( Read more... )