I am one of 20 people who was not approved to study abroad. Damn funding cuts ( Read more... )

I've had a lot on my mind lately and have been spinning it around in that cavernous apartment. Can't seem to get anything done. Stumbled upon someone's lj with whom relations haven't been good for a long time and am having mixed emotions about said person. In some ways, am not looking forward to going home - it is an unhappy place. In some ways ( Read more... )

The past couple days have been unusually unlucky, involving 2 swollen and bruised fingers; a swollen, bruised, and cut toe; extreme back pain; and multiple spilled, dropped, and broken things. The Mole and I were nevertheless able to overlook said unfortunate events thanks to the general euphoria of being in love. However, today alone he and I ( Read more... )

The sun is shining a little bit brighter today.

I have learned more about life, humanity, California, friendship, and myself in the past 5 days than I can even verbalize. I am so exhausted emotionally that I can barely drum up excitement about my probable apartment. The love-of-my-life is ariving today at 4:40 pm; I am shaking with anticipation (or maybe lack of sleep and coffee), but I am ( Read more... )

On the first day of high school freshman year I missed the bus and ended up walking home halfway across the city. It took me four hours. Yesterday put that day to shame. I estimate that I truly visited and/or called about 2 dozen places yesterday and walked about 10 miles to do so. I had been pretty calm about all this, but I have nearly ( Read more... )

For those of you who don't know, due to a long string of events, I no longer have housing. I am in search of a place to live/roommates and any leads anyone could give me are appreciated. Especially in the roommate department. I think it will all pan out by the weekend, though ( Read more... )

I am at work writing, essentially, a paper on the history of the Mohawk tribe in the St. Lawrence River and Great Lakes Valley, and specificallly on their relations with the European colonists. Now, I guess I am supposed to be impartial (although I AM writing for a United States Corporation), but I fucking hate White poeple. We totally screwed ( Read more... )

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At work. They threw a going away party for me at work today (I don't leave for 2 weeks). They had ice cream and gave me a bag full of goodies. I felt guilty because, well, I hate this job and I don't think anyone here respects me at all because I don't take it seriously in the slightest. I'm sure it's not that bad. I just need to chillax ( Read more... )