I should be happy

but a big part of me is still TERRIFIED

fuck fuck fuck

I think things are headed in the right direction and something happens that completely turns me around... I am so lost and confused, but I have so much other "important" stuff to worry about for right now.

i am over it!

I wish people were more reliable

We were exploring the hospital the other day, and we came across the Pediatric ICU floor. On one of the walls were plaques, letters, pictures, etc. of former patients and some messages from them. One of the notes was hand written obviously by a young child with all the misspellings and squiggly letters, but it was one of the most moving notes I'd ( Read more... )

I shouldn't feel bad for being who I am

I just want to be home for Thanksgiving. I want to see my family. I want to see old friends who know all the stupid little things about me, but love me for it. I want to eat great food. I want to put up our Christmas tree. I want to be away from classes and tests and projects. I want to be away from work and stupid drama. I want to be me again... I ( Read more... )

oh so tired... it feels like I'll never be able to feel completely rested

ithinkilovevietnguyen MORE!!!!!!!