I have been 22 for 3 days.
I've cried at least once each of those 3 days.
I hope this isn't a foreshadowing of the next year.
Break the cycle.

 he drove for two hours at 11 o'clock on a monday night.
just to see me.

that has to mean something. right?

 I am floating on cloud nine.
And I couldn't be any happier right now.
=)

I need to extend a sincere thank you to everyone who made this past summer the most fun, amazing, liberating summer ever.
To be honest, I didn't think that I would make it through this summer on my own. I thought I would cave, take a few steps backwards to an unhappier yet safer place in my life, but I came to a few realizations before that happened ( Read more... )

I'm thinking that this summer holds a lot of untapped potnetial. tons. let's get on that.

q: WHY is it that the things we want to change never do and things we want to stay the same always change??
a: irony of life, i suppose. (?)

I saw Mel saturday and i rly miss her company & I'm hoping I can come visit again soon.

It was good to reunite with ( Read more... )

After a while you learn the subtle difference
   between holding a hand and chaining a soul.
You learn that love doesn't mean leaning 
   and company doesn't mean security.
You begin to learn that kisses aren't contracts
   and presents aren't promises.
You begin to accept your defeats with your head up
   and your eyes open, 
With the grace of an adult,  ( Read more... )

I can't wait for summer to be here, but I don't want to leave my friends at SAC. They have become my brothers and sisters. I am going to miss them more than anyone can imagine. I'm expecting tons of road trips to Jersey and Maine, New Hampshire and the Cape. It's going to be a crazy summer and I can't wait.

for years, people have been telling me that i am better than him.

and that i deserve better than him.
so why is it that i cant see what they see?
but i blindly follow their advice and leave him.
just to be as miserable without him as i was with him.
waiting for the day to come when i see that i am better than that.
or waiting for someone else to come ( Read more... )

I'm pretty sure that there is some guy out there who is going to love me a lot better than he ever did.

In the meantime, I'll be waiting. But not for him, no, not anymore.

with loss comes life... one will never replace the other, but it's a good stand-in ( Read more... )