So lately I've run into a surplus of funds. It's such a huge relief from being so poor for so long. I catch myself indulging. I feel sooo guilty about it though, like my dad isabsolutely convinced the economy is going to worsen or something will happen and at most I will have $0 in preparation for it. But I feel like I should buy the things I've ( Read more... )

I bought a new laptop! It's a Sony Vaio and it's white with 3GB. And it's my precious now.

Granted I will be pretty much poor, but it's certainly worth it. The only laptop I've ever had was my mom's old one. YAYY new things!

 So my university has reimbursed me for the past spring semester, and not only that but- if my gpa doesn't lower, I'm eligable to receive grants. grants=neverrr have to pay it back ( Read more... )

 I've made a brief pause in the running spree I've been on. It's been three days since I've ran and I feel so guilty about it. I keep saying I'll run tonight. I need to get back in it before I lose all motivation ( Read more... )

 I never thought I'd say this but, I really miss school. 
My life is suddenly so bland, unchallenging, and pretty boring.

My co-worker (who's taking summer classes) was telling me how she has to study all tonight and tomorrow for her test and I actually was a little jealous.

My roommate is so irresponsible. I wish I could tell her that she needs to ( Read more... )

The night I wrote my last entry was an awful, awful night. Shortly after posting I called him and just let him have it. He was quiet for most of it and at the end he just said he understood, and everything will change. He even said he wasn't aware there was a problem and he had never been told anything like that in previous relationships.  WTF?! I ( Read more... )

I want to know when my life is going to start going the way I want it to. I want my boy troubles to finally be over and I can finally just be content with or without (preferably with, though) a male in my life ( Read more... )

I got all four wisdom teeth out on Wednesday.

I have these nasty holes in my mouth and they make me feel icky. just ICKY.

Diana's party is tomorrow night and I was really excited to attend but ughhhhhhh I hope I feel better by then.

I think Mac enjoys getting my hopes up

i hate his guts

I love seeing old friends and picking up right where you left off ( Read more... )