The holidays always seem to get me down. My feelings that are most shown are my happy, holiday joyful ones, and on the inside the only feelings that are shown are jealous and sad. Holidays always make one notice how lonely they they really are. Its a two month hell, first you have christmas, then new years and then valentines day to top it ( Read more... )

I m fUCKED uppppppp OH MANNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN I LOVE SEXXX

I AM SO ftunik the d is far away i am fucked UP!! I LOVE COLLEGe but dontget me wrong i love my friend I MISS YOU MARCUS and sam ns STEPH.. isoooooooooooo fucked up!!!! ahh i cant even type i had like 10 shots of VODKA! yah ( Read more... )

So I think I might actually write a long entry for the first time in.. how long? Seems like forever. Life kinda just seems to drag by anymore, but at the same time I look back and times flying. I don't know where its all gone to. I don't know where I've gone to. I don't feel like Im the same person I used to be. Im a little more laid back, maybe ( Read more... )

Well for all you kids back in sharon and sharpsville who still use this shit what the hell is up? I havent writen in this since before I graduated, amazing that I even knew the password and user name for it. Well.. I just wanted to say HI and thats that and I will write more sometime when I have a computer is available. But for now I must finish ( Read more... )

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Well my mom got a new computer I think for mothers day since my dad is all about material goods and not about just loving someone. For once his obsession with gifts has actually paid off in more then one way. Since he got my mom this wonderful lovely new flat screen monitor and computer I get the old computer. Which isn't really that old only like ( Read more... )

So today the creepiest thing happened. I went to panera ( by myself ...=|) and there was this weird looking italian guy sitting in the booth before the one I was in. I sat down minding my own business eating my bagel and reading my book and he starts talking to me.. then he comes back and talks to me again... and again... and it all reminded me of ( Read more... )

Wow what an interesting boring weekend with the best end ever. I worked friday that was a complete drag, this week I worked a total of 4 hours lol what a joke. Saturday I hung out with Androo for a little bit before I went out to my sister's house in transfer for the weekend from hell. Seriously I was so close to going insane. I watched movies the ( Read more... )

I got my hair cut and I love it. Its short and choppy and hard to do but I love it! =) thats all I have to say =)