so my family came over today ( Read more... )

my birthday wasnt that good.
nothing happened like i wanted into.

all i did was figure out how emotionally fucked up i am.

i didnt get to be with the people i wanted.
i didnt any gifts, except one.

i wish i could rewind to friday, and start over.

[X] I'm afraid of the quiet ( Read more... )

so i realized.
im a weird kid.
and i act weird around people.
and i bet i scare them.

i gotta stop that.
and act normal.
im almost seventeen.
im need to start acting like it

so today wasnt bad ( Read more... )

my weekend was intense.
though i didnt do anything intensefriday, sat at bryans. mel and sash came over ( Read more... )

so, i have a few birthday wishes ( Read more... )

im happy and sad at the same time.
its weird.

i was right.
something did go wrong.
very wrong.

i can actually feel my heart being broken.
it hurts.

i dont want pretend it didnt affect me.
obviously it did.
and i dont want to be upset.
so ill do what i do busy and hide it.
not matter how much it hurts.

i deserved it.
i dont even care how tomorrow turns out.

hmm ( Read more... )