valentines day is coming up.
what should i do?

andddddd
MY BIRTHDAY IS FIVE DAYS AFTER

somethings are happening that im not ready for.
i want them to happen.
just it happened so quickly. i dont have time to think.

tonight is deff. one of the nights i have no idea what happened ( Read more... )

nothin exciting happened today =[
i got the ball back on my lip ring though.
it felt weird not playing with it

exams tomorrow.
i may shit myself.
or not, who knows
french exam will be hard, i dont know it all.

so school will suck tomorrow.
a lot.

i get to see sasha after though
i hope =[

gah.
first i loose my taper
then i chip a tooth on some corn snack.
then i stubb my toe about 5 times.
then the ball from my lipring comes out and wont go back it.

deanna is having a badd day =[

i found out whats wrong with me.
not like i didnt already know but it makes more sense i guess.

everytime something good happens to me i try to push it away.

i should be great right now.
but im not.
and i hate it.

i need a really long hug.
and someone to watch me cry.

maybe i wont feel like shit anymore.

i wont forget yesterday.

yesterday was a good day for me =D

so my night was crazy. again ( Read more... )

my friday the 13th was great ( Read more... )

i need to be in a band =[

and i need to see that stupidhead. =[=[