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hey everyone, im back. so what have i missed? im sorry that i havent been on is so long, but i have cleaned up my life a lot since i left...ok not much but some. i have started training again and i have lot a lot of weight, now im between 180 and 185, i was around 250 when i left here. so thats something i happy about. i have also graduated and my ( Read more... )

yah, i havent been able to get on for a while, and i wont be able to get on for a while more, my laptop dun like this site.

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hey, i have another new website, my others were gettin way too big to manage all by my self but hopefully ill get some help with this one
http://mindunlocker.proboards31.com/
come see what its all about.

in conjunction with my last post...i had been cut free since december but then she IM'ed me on MSN with one of her friends and she started yelling at me and that really hurt...she was the only one I trusted at all... after she did that I started cutting again and I have not been able to stop again...i jus go deeper and deeper with more and more ( Read more... )

I dun feel too good right now, I havent for a verry long time now. for one thing, the first person that i trusted in 11 years, has hurt me verry deeply, and she wont tell me whats going on. I mean I am willing to work things out...I have to work things out, only everytime I try to talk to her its the first thing i bring up, but when I do she says ( Read more... )