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Change happens whether one is looking for it or not I suppose it's a part of life that we don't get to pick. The only thing we can really do is accept it and pick the direction that we'd like to move. I have changed a lot and want to do a lot more changing even if the changes thus far haven't exactly been the ones I was seeking ( Read more... ) -
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Truthfully I'm not entirely sure what I'm doing and not really sure what I'm going to write about today I just felt like I should try to write a bit thinking perhaps it would make things feel like they make a bit more sense ( Read more... ) -
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It's a cold autumn morning as much as I've always hated the cold I missed it once it left. The more I believe I have myself figured out the confused I become I guess self discovery is an ongoing process and certain truths are proven to be even when they seem cliche. In some ways it does make sense to me I need highs and lows....the yin and yang I ( Read more... ) -
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It's been a while since I've slipped the knife in jerked it around a bit and just let my guts spill out well at least in any sort of public forum for others to witness. I have written here or there with some slight glimpses as to what was rattling about inside my brain but most of it was somewhat cryptic. It seems after a while of not speaking ( Read more... ) -
what should stay what should go?
I'm trying to feel inspired to write and read more rather than lose myself in thought without producing anything for it. Feeling inspired to do things is sometimes hard though. Right now I'm trying to feel inspired to pack up my belongings so I can move soon. I'll be moving in with Beth as soon as things are straightened there and I'm able to ( Read more... ) -
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I took yesterday off I just mainly needed a break of things well I still do need a break of things. Sometimes I feel I'm living someone elses life in someone elses body and every thing seems foreign to me. I don't know perhaps I've been sleeping too much I often do in winter and I've been taking things to help sleep as well. Maybe I'll stop for ( Read more... ) -
mexican food would never taste so good nor a woman seem so evil
Things seem to be on a decline... I thought it I tried to have positive thoughts maybe there would be a different outcome but I suppose outcomes have nothing to do with the thoughts you have in your head. Events in life happen as they will they have nothing to do with attitude positive or negative life events cares not about these things. ( Read more... ) -
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I have a bit of a sinus headache today but it's monday and it's better than the last so I won't complain much ( Read more... ) -
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I'm in a bit of a funk. I feel like I need to go some place new and meet new people ( Read more... )