I'm still coughing up mucus.... for some reason colds never want to leave me.  Whenever I get a cold it ends up putting me in a foul mood or just a tired worn out depressed sort of state.  Getting depressed often leads me to being cranky because I don't like being mopey so I just get mad ( Read more... )

For some reason when I'm drinking with someone I don't know all that well I always feel the need to tell them about when I got to hold a human brain in my hands then go on to say how interesting I think it would be to actually cut a cadavar up to see what's actually inside us.  I suppose that could come of as somewhat creepy to some people.  I don' ( Read more... )

I'm a  selfish person for the most part.  I don't know if that's a good thing or not.... I don't even know if I'd want to change regardless if it was or not.  It's what you become though when you don't hold most trust in people other than to expect them to just do what's best for themselves.  I am a selfish person though most people are I mean what ( Read more... )

Somehow I always seem to be getting sick or trying to get over something around this time of year.  I suppose if I was smarter I would be a better climate but the more I think about all of them have their flaws... other people live in them.  I know I should be sitting at home and resting when I get in these states especially after I was sick for ( Read more... )

Maybe I'm going to make more of an effort to write I've had my journal since '02 I was just checking today.  I suppose that's been a pretty long time and really I don't speak with many people on here anymore but it's still a good way to keep track of my life along with being much more legible than my actual handwriting ( Read more... )

 I hardly ever want to put pen to paper anymore let alone finger to keyboard anymore... I think I'm getting back into that groove again ( Read more... )

 Eh life is great... when I was getting into my Tracker this morning to go to work I busted myself in the head with the door.  I have a nice little knot on my head now sometimes I just have to laugh at myself.

Luckily I'm getting out of town for the weekend.

I can't wait for Autumn.

In better news I'm going to be see Midlake and Animal Collective in ( Read more... )

"There is always some madness in love. But there is also always some reason in madness ( Read more... )

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I rarely write in this anymore but I rarely talk with anyone on here anymore perhaps that's why.  I also don't have the internet except at work since I moved a few months back.  I don't really miss it if you were wondering.

It's funny how I almost feel happy and relieved when things I've been dreading finally ( Read more... )

In little over a week I'll be on my way to Chicago for the first time to go the the pitchfork music fest i'm pretty excited for that.  I can't wait to see Battles and Menomena along with a few dozen other bands... I wanted to see GZA but I don't think I'll get up there for friday as my friend doesn't really have a ticket and well that's really the ( Read more... )