hey im pregnant again... just thought id let the world know...a little over 4 months... im overjoyed... my 2 yr old is a maniac though so i dont have much time to write on here... chat later

hmm i thought id just say hi...landon is 14 months old now and is the joy of my life... hes mr personality for sure... he copies everything we say and do... he still wont walk but a few steps... i guess when u can crawl 20 mph why bother trying to walk... yeah he takes up most of my time now... actually all of it... and i love every minute of it ( Read more... )

rob marano overdosed and died sometime last night... im heartbroken over it... my sisters are so upset... these damn kids need to get their shit together and realize they are not invincible... damn it.. and now i have a son of my own and i absolutely would not be able to survive without him... he better be a good boy when he gets older... i hope ( Read more... )

my dad ran into his mother and hes home now... i dont know for how long but my dad says hes probably going to stop by his house... im not sure how i feel about that yet... i cant stop dreaming about him... maybe now that the stress of the holidays are over ill start to enjoy my husband again and i will be able to return to some normalcy...

yes im a mommy now... to LANDON JEFFERY MOORE... born on Sept. 27th... 7lbs. 2oz. and 20.5 inches long... we spent the first week of his life in the hospital cause he was 4 weeks early and had a few problems but hes home now and im loving every minute of it...

well brian and i are getting along now... and that god for that cause im pregnant again... we are oh so excited but not getting our hopes up just quite yet... i hope everything will be ok... i need it to be... i love him and i want this baby more than you could ever imagine... please cross your fingers for me and pray that the next 3 months go by ( Read more... )

my marriage is falling apart.. i know everyone expected that to happen... i hate this... i really do... i want my normal life back... i want happiness back... i want something that i dont have... anything... damn this life... and to top it off i have a crush on someone... someone that cannot know... someone that no one can find out about... and all ( Read more... )

im in a bad place right now... a real bad place... sorry but i dont feel like talking to anyone... hopefully i will snap out of it one of these days but who knows...

something inside of me has died... i feel as though im going numb... my ability to love the whole world for just beign the whole world is fading.. and that really has been all that ive been hanging onto... what do i hang onto now???... the nothingness that has consumed my brain?...she finds out next week what shes having... i find out if i want to ( Read more... )

im glad i was never one of the "cool" kids and i never will be... i like my quiet little life...i really do...

ps: coot i kept telling myself to call you... i seriously reminded myself altleast a million times... but you know me... im sooooooo sorry... so " HAPPY FUCKING BIRTHDAY BABY!!!!I LOVE YOU!!!!"...hope it was a good one!!!