so its been like a year and im 20 and im fine with my life.im going to start using this more.

.. and im thinking. i am now 19 years old i work full time i pay my bills and i get shit i want and im pretty much on my own. and nothing can be more depressing right now. is this what my life is? it has been mounths since liz and i have broken up what am i doing. i guess its not all bad ive hung out with like 4 girls since but nothing ever ( Read more... )

dont know what i want to do about anything rihgt now.the other night realy pissed me off and im a retard and called liz and we are suposed to hang out today but i know that thats a bad idea why can i just find someone.

fuck bitches.

i dont know what im doing. i need to think about shit. i already got too involved and im not sure what im planning on doing. i saw hatebreed tonight they were great.

she has beautiful eyes. andy gave me a heart tattoo. tonight was sweet.

i have a new job i dumped my gf yesterday im going on a date on wensday i think you can call it a date. my hair is lighter. i like my i pod now tyhat i actually use it. idk if the band is going to work out there is too many problems. i want a puppy or a son i havent dicided yet. hahah anyways i think im ok for now. till the next time i write seeya.

.. i have a girl friend liz <3
.. i quit my job today
.. i got my amp back and were going to practice this week and write all new shit.
.. i need to find a full time job now

..girl i was talking to, now we kiss.

.. has been a long week a lot of shit has happened and i dont feel like talking about it all. i want to be all grown up and have a house a nice car and be stable in life. i dont like change verry much unless i feel it is going to be for the better. i dont know what to think anymore.