this is the last entry on this lj name. im going back to my old one.

<3 j0j

.natives.

recap ( Read more... )

fuck all of you. you arent my friends. if you were you would try a little harder. i try as hard as i can to hang out with all of you. sorry i have to support myself and make it on my own. shit is a lot harder than i thought it would be. so i cant always hang out with you when its convenient for all of you. fuck you.

alone,

jordan

so now im 19. fuck. where does all the time go. this sucks. there has been nothing remotely great today. its the one day of the year where its all about me. but it fucking sucks. and i havent gotten any effing presents. bullshit. maybe tomorrow will be better. beach sess tomorrow then having people over. i want to have a huge group of people at the ( Read more... )

3 days and counting until my nice three day weekend. and hopefully some people will come over saturday for the dance junks. but if you dont whatever its your loss.

beach sess tomorrow. 305-5790. peace.

<3 jordan

.natives.

my bday is on friday but im having a "dance" party on saturday. i want everyone to wear bathing suits or togas or something along those lines. its hopefully going to be an all day thing. call me sometime this week about it. 4379185 or 3055790. you better be there ( Read more... )

trying to figure out what i want. but for now i just want to bodyboard with dre and the rest of .natives.

jordan

i just wish life was a tiny bit more simple... but it will never be because we cant control it.

helpless,
jordan

this week hasnt been too eventful. after work yesterday, me hayley and dre went to cammy's. chilled there with colby and sam. then woke up and went to the beach but it was flat. im at meggs now. im bored. i just want to see hayley and dre right now. i have tomorrow off so if anyone wants to chill hit up the cell. ohhhh my bday is on the 30 but im ( Read more... )

yesterday was ok. work sucked but then the girls came over and stayed the night so that made everything better. im crazy about her. ahhhh damnit. work needs to end. unfortunately im stuck here till 1:30. fuck. i just want to see you. tomorrow beach sess. hopefully the waves will be even better tomorrow. today was so fun. waves were setting up ( Read more... )