A well-known speaker started off his seminar by holding up a $20.00 bill. In the room of 200 he asked, "Who would like this $20 bill ( Read more... )

I have a Gremlin on my lap. Me and Brian cleaned the room last night. Apparently their mom was getting rid of the pets today. Rosco, Lucifer, and Onyx were to be taken away this morning. Gremlin was in that list. Rosco gets in the trash, barks and chews himself. Lucifer shits in the tub and is very annoying while in heat. Onyx is just a fuckup. But ( Read more... )

I officially work at Red Robin now. I actually sat people! It was scary, but Sara said I did okay so yea! It's a very weird feeling, working for the first time, being paid to do so. Very weird. But I like it. I just hope I get along with the other hostesses really well. They seem to like me, but I don't know. I want to have like a work friend ( Read more... )

I ran around so much yesterday. But I will write them down backwards. We were at my Mom's and as we left I missed her again. It still makes me sad, but I think I'm doing better with it. She was falling asleep on the couch while me and Brian were watching a cartoon movie. It was like old times. Before that, we needed to go to the store to pick up ( Read more... )

I finally have a job now. I do work at Red Robin. Apparently one of the hostesses wasn't working out, so ha! I now will be a hostess making 6.50 an hour. I'm so fricking happy. I was circly too when I went in for the last interview. But I was okay so yay! I'm really glad, cause now i can save up money to get out of here. I didn't know Mom wanted us ( Read more... )

I might get a job at Red Robin as a hostess. The manager, Jason, was really nice. My actual interview is tomorrow. I'm nervous, again. But I think I will be fine. I really need a job, I need the money. So many things to do with it. I want to save at least half of it, each paycheck, the rest whatever.

School is hell. I'm always alone at lunch, I don ( Read more... )

I was wearing all blue. I don't know why I was sad. I felt lonely, having no classes but one with any friends. Not even lunch.  I was all alone. I'm glad that Brittany and Tommy at least have some classes.

Then I get home to find out Kohl's called. I hoped it was for me, but I'm happy that Tommy got an interview. Then my mom says I will most ( Read more... )

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School hasn't changed too much, it still sucks. But I'm taking Drawing, so that's nifty. And Brittany is in two, I think, of my classes next semester. And Tommy is going to Fox too, so more people I know, yay! Marissa is in one of my classes too. She never got the email I sent her though, weird. She gave me her adress again, but I though that's ( Read more... )

bored. No one is here and Brian is asleep. I miss my mom but not her decisions.

hungry. There's no food here. Only water and cigarettes.

sad. Everything I do seems wrong, stupid, pathetic, annoying, and useless.

confused. Does everyone dislike me? What did I do?