I'm lazy though. And it's only different because I forgot how I did have it and I'm lazy. Plus it's kinda funny considering how my posts are so happy....

Well, school is almost here. This thursday. I hate it. But I will be breezy so it won't be as bad. I just hate school. I can't decide between French or Geology either. And when I ask for advice, no one hears me. There's too many people at school too. But I don't care too much. Just don't anything get to me. I do hope I meet at least someone cool ( Read more... )

Relax, smoke a cigarette, things couldn't get much worse right?

Take some time out for youself, nothing bad could happen right?

Forget about them all, forget about yourself

Just powder your nose, neat and thin lines

Leading to nowhere fast, but it's better than here, right?

Inhale, exhale, poison does the body bad, the brain bad but the mind good, ( Read more... )

I feel as though you rather be with someone else

anyone else

rather than spend time with me

I feel as though you pretend to be nice

to have fun

rather than me being hurt by the truth

I feel as though I'm your  second choice

third choice

rather than your first choice, never me

I feel like never talking

never being involved

I'm not important anyway

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1. Reply with your name and I'll respond with something random about you.
2. I'll tell you what song/movie reminds me of you.
3. I'll pick a flavor of jello to wrestle with you in.
4. I'll say something that only makes sense to you and me.
5. I'll tell you my first memory of you.
6. I'll tell you what animal you remind me of.
7. I'll ask you something ( Read more... )

I think I'm going to get my navel pierced for my birthday, Brian said it would be my present. I'm nervous and getting as much information on it as possible. So if anyone has any info, tips or anything, please post them. Thank you! I can't wait.

Tommy has left. We all miss him, even Brian. I'm hoping that he can come back before school starts. Or ( Read more... )

Is this the real life-
Is this just fantasy-
Caught in a landslide-
No escape from reality-
Open your eyes
Look up to the skies and see-
I’m just a poor boy,i need no sympathy-
Because I’m easy come,easy go,
A little high,little low,
Anyway the wind blows,doesn’t really matter to me,
To me

Mama,just killed a man,
Put a gun against his head,
Pulled my trigger, ( Read more... )

My journal is so pretty now.

I was supposed to go swimming with my mom today, but being a girl sucks.So I can't, but the pill is working. Almost no painful cramps. Yay!

I've decided to not try to find a job until I'm 18 and school starts. I'll try at Border's then. It's where I wanted to work first. I really neede some money. I don't want to feel ( Read more... )

I have to get a job soon, so I can save up money and get away from here. It feels as though nobody wants me here. As if I'm just a burden, I never wanted to be a burden. Everyone rather talk to someone else. No one wants to talk to me. My thoughts don't count, my opinions don't count, my fucking feelings don't mean shit. I'm too boring, too plain. ( Read more... )

My temperature reached 101.1 degrees Fahrenheit. I hate being sick. My head hurts, my throat feels like a swallowed a brillo pad, my nose is stuffed up and raw from blowing it. My whole body hurt too. I only got around 5 hours of sleep. Brian is sleeping right now, he didn't get much skleep either. But I miss him, I want to be comforted!!!! I took ( Read more... )