At random moments I flash back to years ago. At 14, when I met him and I was amazed. At 16, when he wanted to hang out everyday. At 17, when we both were stubborn and gave up way too easily. Then I think about the huge gaps where we didn't see eachother, months or even years went by. I think about how miserable and alone I felt. I think about the ( Read more... )

"Dear Morgan ( Read more... )

this was my christmas wish, five years ago. i finally got it, and it's more than i bargained for. there's no refunds or exchanges...and i'm perfectly alright with that.

merry christmas.

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This coming weekend is the Annual Davis-Payne Bonfire. Josh and Joey are making a Cornhole game as I type this. We're getting much needed haircuts on Wednesday (haven't had haircuts since March), The Office Season 4 starts on Thursday, Jeremy's episode of The Gamekiller's airs on MTV on Friday, and the bonfire is on Saturday....oh, and Youth Sunday ( Read more... )

Josh and I got Weird Al's autograph last night. I don't think that this has fully set in yet, but when it does...I'll probably pee my pants ( Read more... )

I can't control what my parents think, and I'm not going to argue with them when they're mad about something...especially at their house. I'm not mad at anyone, I'm upset at the situation. I'm upset that dumb shit has to happen on Josh's birthday. I hate that I was put in this situation. I hate that my step mom blows everything out of proportion. ( Read more... )

4th of July and Lauren's Wedding

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This week has been crazy! Vacation Bible School and preparing to DJ this wedding on Saturday. I feel like shit this morning, but it makes me feel better when he calls me to tell me he feels like shit too. haha. It's a good way to wake up.

p.s. my apartment is finally ready!!!

I like when people plan on being childish. Who sits around and decides when they're going to pour beer on someone? Especially someone who doesn't deserve to have beer poured on them. hahaha. How sad.

3rd, 4th, 5th of July ( Read more... )